Im falling down the largest water fall known to mankind. Im convinced thatim an alcoholic and perhaps booze should be banned. Obviously that would be awful but it lure paired with good friends and good women keep my uproarious beat. I want this to be a time t remember that im in school but it is only a side note. I was talking with my friend and used a metaphor on the importance of meat in the meal its soured in my case i have potatoes and god knows i have got plenty of dessert bt the meat isnt there. I have no passionate substance its wrong i feel wrong. I need to slpw my pace down I need to be alone for awhile i yearn that lone feeling i miss being alone and i certainly miss being alone. Midterms tuesday and im sped up tonight to study at 3 am and instead im just returnbing home high and drunk writing a THIS stupid thing so goodnight